Pressed

Man I feel good tonight!  It is almost midnight and I just applied to four of my top jobs!  That feels good.  David says in the sales world that a day of putting out bait is a day well spent.  I am learning to press, and I must say OHHHH! it feels good to know that I've done the part that I can do, and I've done it the best way I know how.  Hallelujah! Whether I get a job or not, I feel like I am victorious TODAY.  I have accomplished something that has taken me months and years to attain a new place of maturity.  I have the desire to press and pursue!  That in itself is so satisfying to my soul.  It makes me feel like more of a woman that I was a month ago, like God is perfecting His good work in me, not because I am successful in my pursuits, but because in pursuit of my desires He is changing my heart, my character, me.  In a way that it is beginning to be clearer that my pursuits are for the purpose of God's pursuit of me to be like Him.  Tonight will go down in my personal memory bank- God has met me here in my pressing.